I always enjoy church but yesterday was one of those really special services. I'm not going to discuss why yesterday was so special as there are so many unbelievers that whatever I say will be met with skepticism and ridicule. Those that know Jesus would understand but even those that only call themselves Christians would think I was fanatical, yet to me it was normal and natural to let God have His own way in His house.
At one time I was just like most people, never giving Jesus much of a thought, feeling better about myself when that rare occasion came that I went to a church service and yet wishing that it would soon be over. Not many years ago I would have thought a person insane who went to church every time the doors were opened and actually believed that Jesus was as real as anyone but yet that is exactly who I am today. I am that religious nut I always wondered about yet I feel neither religious nor foolish for I have discovered that Christianity is not religion.
Some, things are hard to explain, at least they are to others, yet to me those things are reality. I have experienced to much to ever doubt again and yet I can understand why others don't see what I know but yet I still can't for what I know is truth they still can't accept. But the only way to really know is to believe yet they want to really know before they can believe yet if I could prove it then it would no longer be of faith.
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